halo

halo..blog ini terasa saya anak tirikan ya. hahaha.
beberapa saat lalu, (by 'beberapa saat lalu' , i mean beberapa saat before I started to typed this, fcoursee) saya -entah ada pikiran apa- membuka entri - entri yang ada di blog lama saya ini. ini adalah blog pertama saya, tbh. dari sejak saya SMA. dari sejak saya masih bersama Jo hingga tiga tahun berlalu dan beberapa orang menjadi inspirasi saya dibalik riwayat blog ini. kamu percaya kebetulan? tiga tahun belakangan ini, saya bertemu dan 'sempat' dekat dengan beberapa (okay, cuma 3 sih) orang, dan ketiga-tiganya berzodiac virgo. saya nggakmau ngejudge zodiac tersebut sih, tapi sejak dulu hingga sekarang, orang-orang dimasa lalu yang berzodiac tersebut ...emm...brought me into a serious problem. berkaitan dengan masalah hati sih ya, tepatnya. tapi yaudahlah, mungkin zodiac saya sama mereka emang nggak cocok.
anyway, saya memutuskan akan menjadikan blog ini sebagai pelarian saya (lagi) setelah cukup saya tinggalkan dulu karena beralih ke www.wehatediary.wordpress.com (my other account). wordpress saya masih aktif kok, tapi rasanya untuk memposting sesuatu yang frontal dan 'nggak penting', wordpress saya sudah bukan menjadi opsi utama lagi haha.
so yeah, hello again, blogspot!!


curhatan pertama saya di postingan ini (hooraaayyy, i feel free!), adalah karena gue sedang kangen seseorang. kata 'sedang' aja nggak cukup, toh kenyataannya emang tiap saat saya kangen sama dia. haha. tapi orangnya lagib ada jauuuuuh disana, jadi saya mau kangen kaya apa juga udah nggak bakal ada yang berubah lagi kayaknya., lagian, keadaan jadi begini toh juga karena saya sendiri haha. intinya saya kangen sih. and you know what? the closer, the worse.

yang kedua, saya barusan buka path tadi, dan Jo, iya, orang yang udah luamaaaa banget nggak saya ketahui kabarnya itu, tiba -tiba memposting sesuatu yang berhubungan dengan interview kerjanya di London. YES BABY, L-O-N-D-O-N. reaksi saya? bengong, shock, nggakpercaya, kaget, slightly senang juga sih. dan saya langsung nge-line dia aja gitu. ngucapin congrats blablabla, padahal sih intinya saya pengen ikut ke London. iya, london! where the fuck am i talking about? it's london! kota yang sangaaaaaaattt saya favoritkan, and then one of my ex mau (kalau keterima sih) pindah kesana aja gitu. well, mau keterima mau enggak, kan tetep aja dia udah bakal ngerasain London duluan. oh god T.T

trus apa ya?

oh, kuliah saya sih.. hmm so far so....so so aja sih. to be very honest, saya ngerasa sedang ada di titik kebosanan yang paling parah dalam masa kuliah saya. kalo bukan gegara beberapa teman yang asyik, mungkin absen saya bakalan kebakar di sana-sini. well, mungkin bener kata teman saya, saya harus nyari pacar. tapi kan, bagi saya, pacar bukanlah sesuatu yang mudah dicari. it's not about physical things, b ut about the 'click". dan sekalinya saya ketemu yang klik, waktu dan keadaan sekitar nggak mengizinkan. hahahahahahahaha.

so yeah, saya sadar saya mau nulis blahsit dan postingan sebanyak apa, itu nggak bakal ngurangin perasaan kangen saya ke dia. and here i am, di tempat sepi namun ber wifi kentjang ini, instead of dirumah, ngapain gituu. masokis abis. iya.

haha byeee

meet my louboutin :'((

it's not shoes..but my rabbit, and so bad it's already died T.T

* lou's grave,,by the way, i made it by my own self  *new strongly hands*, i dig it on my yard ..

#byee lou,,my prayer is always with you..hope you're happy in whenever u 're now T.T.T.T

sunday.sunday

i do this in my (bloody) sunday.
okey, since hillary gaby patrice, and anna went to my house to make our homework, we also went to some place, took a picture :))

anna,gabby and me (left to right)

prewedding scene ahhaha



look at the book that i hold :D

# hihihi :DD
see ya
                                                                           

bandung day II

YEIYYY.. it is my second day in bandung. anyway, i do not dare for take a bath in the morning without using water heater. hehehee silly
yahh, i'm just eating kfc and padang's food there :( .btw, i love ayam pop hahahaha

these are the places i visit for that day

you know what is klappertaart? its like coconut cake (or something like that
)and have lots of flavour.

after that, i went to restaurant named SAGOO inside of paris van java mall. it was an unique restaurant with a traditional food recipe, and the restaurant sell the old foods too. haha, foods that we cant find anymore now.



this is the old food's booth hahaha

ah yaaaa, below is the 'old' foods hahaha

hahaha cuman sedikit dari yang bisa (iseng) gue foto tanpa di tegor satpam nya  hahaha

see yaaa :)

bandung day I

hahaha hey there :) yeahhh
ahkirnya,setelah sumpek sumpekan ngeliat jalanan penuh mortor yang makin lama kaya cendol di jakarta,,ahkirnya bandung,sampai juga hahaha.

so, in my holiday, i visit bandung. what a nice town! not too crowd, cold weather, various forms of food and many unique restaurant, lots of factory outlet *hell yesssss! haha
hmm.. maybe i can love this town hahaha. i stayed in a house that is good enough. at least i liked the fish pond.

so, first day in bandung i went to this place :



rumah mode factory outlet





hahaha dont take it seriously haha

hh... it was my first day in bandung, after a long journey from jakarta '-- fiuuuhhh. okey, we'll meet on my second day's post hahaha


goodbye, semarang

well, today, this afternoon, i'm going to jakarta. for my holiday, of course. actually it was my routinity, but i don't know how ,i'm feeling sad to leaving semarang . maybe because of someone out there.. i haven't say goodbye to him yet. our last farewell is so shitty! btw i never can say goodbye in the right way with him. damn again.
i'm looking at the scenery all around me. not special, it's just afternoon's sun lights reflected off the window's glass .. but it makes me think about him, about mr.randall...damn again!
okey, i have to prepare now. my plane will depart at 5 pm. i can't wait to go to the airport. something reminds me in that place hahaha.. bad memories
anyway, i've been listening to this song at the time i saw the sun light in the window..dont know why, this song sounds so sad hahaha oh imagination



damn again T.T

white lies

I like Brit pop music, and one of them is white lies,band yang belakangan sering aku dengerin lagunya :)

White Lies are an English alternative rock band from Ealing, west London. Harry McVeigh (lead vocals, guitar), Charles Cave (bass guitar and backing vocals), and Jack Lawrence-Brown (drums). The band are complemented by Tommy Bowen (keyboards) during live performances.

Dari sisi lirik, White Lies menyajikan lirik yang sama gelapnya dengan musik mereka. Lirik di lagu-lagu mereka banyak menceritakan tentang patah hati, ketakutan, bahkan kematian.
salah satu lagu yang aku sukai adalah farewell to the fairground ,



# The lights still in our eyes
We’re leaving this whole fairground behind
It’s a dream that’s going cold
Circus never dies
The act forever haunts these skies
I know we cannot stay


Farewell to the Fairground
These rides aren’t working anymore
Goodbye to this dead town
Until the ice begins to thaw

This place used to gleam
I see it in my hopeful dreams
Now I had to get away
We move towards the stars
and all that we touch becomes ours
Lets keep warm till it’s day


We’ll head south, just hold my hand now
I feel like I’m casting off my clothes
And I’m running through the snow towards the sunset
And I’m always with you

Keep on running, keep keep on running
There’s no place like home
There’s no place like home

We’ll head south, just hold my hand now
I feel like I’m casting off my clothes
And I’m running through the snow towards the sunset
where I’m always with you #

lirik yang sedikit menggambarkan tentang perpisahan yang kelam  #setting tempat videonya kereeennn :))





the setting's took in wonderful scenery and beautiful placee :))

keren yah tempat pembuatan videoklipnya :) lirik lagunya sedikit menjelaskan kenapa videoklipnya di ambil di tempat seperti itu.
what a wonderful scenery,what a beautiful place!! :)